I am a self-proclaimed product of the “Scully Effect.” I loved watching The X-Files, and Dr. Dana Scully seemed so cool asking the tough questions. It was inspiring to see a woman in that role, and that had a huge impact on me. In fact, I initially went into chemistry to do forensics just like Scully, but that later morphed into a fascination with lasers and optics.

As an engineering manager in the Advanced Technology Group of Lasers R&D (Spectra-Physics) at MKS Instruments, I help manage the development of laser technologies and engineering solutions as precursors to product development. I get to interface with various functional engineering teams, as well as product marketing and operations to understand the roadmap for lasers in different markets.

One of my greatest accomplishments was completing my PhD despite many practical and emotional challenges. I wanted to give up several times and pivot to something easier, but I wanted to prove to myself that persistence matters. I also had a tough advisor who ended up being one of the best teachers I have ever had — he taught me how to build grit and instilled a “just do it” attitude in me. Another accomplishment was getting selected to be a part of the emerging leaders program at my current company, which has given me confidence that my skills are being recognized and valued.

Feeling like you don’t fit into the stereotype in your field can be exhausting at times and feel like a constant upward battle; the only way to change this is to normalize our existence in under-represented divisions. I grew up in a culture where a woman’s role is culturally prescribed — it is almost expected that women will not take up “serious” careers. There are tons of such limiting narratives; be stubborn about not letting those become your story. There is no formula for making an impact — lean on your unique strengths, be a good student, and focus on developing skills rather than outcomes. Find mentors and allies who can champion your development.

To the women in STEM fields, know that you are making a valuable impact by simply being your authentic self in a space that is male dominated. Focus on making the world slightly better for the next woman to come by.

Impact is when young women see more women in rooms where decisions are being made!

Shalaka Dewan
Engineering Manager, Lasers R&D, MKS Instruments
Born in India / Resides in United States
Educational Background: MSc in Chemistry, University of Mumbai, India; PhD in Physical Chemistry, Temple University, United States